is absolutely wonderful. i guarantee that i am having more fun than everyone i know in the united states combined.
everything is cheap as hell here, i´ve been here for almost a week, eating out three times a day and i´ve been going to bars pretty frequently and i´ve probably spent the equivalent of about fifty us dollars. also its pretty wild being able to go into a bar and have a beer.
so my parents found out that i failed one of my classes over fall quarter and they are fucking pissed!!!
this is not exactly the ideal thing to happen the day before i leave for a really long time. but its completely my fault so what can i say? i was planning on telling them but i just couldn’t bring myself to do it and i was actaully hoping that i could go a really long time without figuring it all out. at any rate, i’m just glad that i have this off my chest early this year so i’ll be able to do well in school, and not have to worry about lying to and hiding anything from my parents anymore because i was worried about how and when i would tell them and was mentally preparing myself for when they found out. i feel pretty guilty because my parents support me completely and love me unconditionally when nobody else does, but i guess its too late for that now and all i can do is do well from here on out. even though it sucks right now i am grateful that it happened. fuck, i really wish that i could go back to the beginning of fall and do much better and have my priorities in better order… but i think this is a wake up call that i’ve been needing for a long time… and it can only bring positive things now i guess. here’s to at the very least a more academically successful ‘09.
only 6 hours in the us of a left… it’s weird to think that pretty soon i’m going to be in a very different part of the world, where it is going to be summer time. i am so lucky, seriosuly. i can’t believe that i have the opportunity to just pack up and leave everything behind. so many people would kill for it. for once, i have something in my life that i’m actually not going to take forgranted.
today is a day of farewells: goodbye to fall and winter and to my job, my friends, olympia and everyone else in it. thanks for everything, i just need to be somewhere else.
Things just simply do not work out. This is something I should have learned, accepted and embraced a long time ago. Goodbye 2008, and thank you for absolutely fucking nothing.
i have never felt this disconnected to my town, my friends, my family and everything around me. But its a good feeling. I think at this point in my life its exactly what I need. To disconnect, remove myself from here and re-establish my life somewhere else. Even though its only temporary. Get at me if you want to see me before I go.
i can feel this chapter of my life coming to an end.
Are any of you guys aware that Afroman, best, and perhaps only known for his two hit singles, “Colt 45” and “Because I Got High”, has, to date, released
He really should have stopped after those two singles.